There's Something To Be Said

Have you ever wanted to say something because it feels like there is so much going on inside that you will otherwise explode

but there aren't enough words to express the multitudes of feelings and rush of thoughts

so you try to just pick one, ONE topic to release the pressure, just ONE thing you can say or do to try to bring some sense to it all

but no, not that one, because that one will be too cheerful and what about the suffering, but not that one because there's enough suffering and we need something more cheerful,

and not that one, because that's too divisive, but not that one because that's too safe,

and not that one because that's all about me but God, have you seen the state of the world? , but not that one because the state of the world is too much and I know too little and all I can do is write about my own experiences

and so it comes down to this, just this,

a bunch of rambling about a lot that I want to say but feel unable to say

and maybe that's exactly what needed to be said.